Shouldn’t music from your younger days make you feel happy? Bring you to a nostalgic place of better times?
Every song that I hear from my childhood is depressing the shit out of me.
Well, I remember where I thought I would be in my life at this point and I’m so not even close.
It really rubs in the fact that I’m a bit of a loser. Why have none of these things I imagined my life looking like manifested?
I know I have made some poor life choices, but who hasn’t?
It seems like an impossibility to listen to music from the 1980’s and not feel upbeat, but it makes me feel like I’m in a fog of despair.
It is the realization that life has passed me by, I’m obsolete and not one thing that I envisioned is a reality.
I think it stings because there is no way to not recognize that this is true and their is no disputing it.