For as long as I can remember I would always make friends with extremely good looking people, not to say that all my friends have been super hot, but when I meet attractive people who are actually cool and not high maintenance, they seem to get along rather well with me. I always found this fascinating because usually very good looking people only hang out with other equally good looking people, but since I could tolerate them and have some commonality and vice versa we oddly became friends.
The annoying part is that I should not be friends with these people. I should be attracted to them. At first, of course, you think, they’re fine as fuck, but like with anything once you get used to it, you don’t really even notice it. It becomes like scenery. I’m not saying that I would not sill have sex with these people if given the opportunity, but there’s no real lusting after them, no heat. The part that tickles me is that other people will comment on how good looking they are and I’m shrugging like sure, I guess so. They are now known to me in a different context and I don’t really care.
I really have to stop doing this friends with hot people thing because I think that’s what sets me up to end up banging out some, well to be polite, less than eye appealing people. In the past, I have definitely nailed some good looking people, but they are usually a few times and I’m over it situation. (Trust me, I’ve also had some piggish one-offs as well.) As I reflect, it seems that I always get caught up in somebody with eccentricities, to put it mildly. Though, again, in reflection, I cringe at some of the people that I once deemed interesting, with age I realize they are total duds.
Why can’t I be normal and go after people with looks or money? Why must I find those with unconventional personalities to be to my liking? It’s really annoying. Perhaps this is because I’m a bit of an oddball myself. I guess the most interesting thing I’ve noticed is that I find myself less and less attracted to people because everything and everyone is becoming so sterile and corporate. People think they have original thoughts, but they don’t. There really isn’t anybody that’s out there that is changing up the game. It’s a lot of carbon copy, wishy-washy, regurgitated talking points. Maybe I should just start fucking the hot people since nobody has substance anymore, I might as well go for style.